when i saw my results, the first thing that came into my mind was "errr...so i'm not really good at anything." lol, wonder what happens if you put strongly agree for every question^^ i don't know why but the link does not seems to work. here's the url http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=119158
would you suddenly feel like there isn't enough time? do you feel wierd pursuing your leisure activities? would you have this urge to study when exams are already over? if you have the above-mentioned symptoms, we are sorry to inform you that you may be suffering from post syndrom. this syndrom develops mainly in teenagers after they go through a period of torturing and mind-wrenching examinations. this is due to them being unable to get use to a period of peace and relaxation. to help those who are suffering from this syndrom, we have researched and did repeated tests to come up with the following steps to be followed in order. 1. stop reading this rubbish 2. kick kaying for making you all read this rubbish (why are you still reading???) 3. kick yourself for reading this rubbish ( i thought i said to stop reading???) if the reccomended steps above does not work, too bad and good luck.
exams are finally over. can finally maple and get some rest. not feeling so well. seriously hope that i will stop coughing. very irritating. feel so relieved now. got a load of my shoulders. but didn't get to go out today. fx had to work and i did not wait for nic, mt n sher to ask them whether they going out. haha, lazy wait. coundn't wait to get out of d sports hall. saw liying n xiaoshi at d bus stop. liying asked me whether wanna go watch movie with them. don't know why i said no. haha, maybe it's because i saw my bus coming? not sure. just said no without thinking. after getting some rest at home, i started to play maple. getting sick of maple le. feel like playing raknorok but i heard that must pay. haiz... i'm tired, gonna get some sleep. nitez all
really don't feel like studying!!! was considering whether it's worth studying so much. what if i get a B? will feel so sian. is it so bad to get a B or C or even fail? at most just have to take supp. paper. but i'm afraid i would regret later. don't wanna think about how much my mum will nag if i do get a B. i bet that even if i got 99/100 she will be like, "har? like that only ah?" so sian... was thinking. back in secondary, always did badly for exams. will either fail or get a C. those were the days. not stressed at all to study. no one expected much from me, not even myself. but so stupid had to do well for Os. then now they expect so much from me. only Z is good enough for them. keep telling me that i should have gone jc. jc sucks lah. stupid teachers stupid subjects. i then don't wanna go there. then when i went poly, they were like "wah, you go there your marks is top few de, so your exams marks should also be top few rite?" no such thing ok? ya, as you all can see, i'm ranting away. blah blah blah...should have got a 19 or 20 points for Os, then they would expect so much for me. sian sian
did not blog for the past few days cause i was too busy studying. but decided that i needed a break so i'm here to let off some rubbish. feeling so tired. but i've still got 6 more chapters of accounting to go. craving for pan cake and kenny rogers for whatever wierd reason. really no mood to study. haiz... you know when you think of things, it just keeps going on linking to another thing. not sure why but i was think about my ic, den realised wow, i'm 18 this year, i'm actually at the legal age of driving a car. and then i realised, wah, i'm a young adult already, it suddenly appeared to be very wierd to me that i actually am an adult and that i should be matureO.o matuarity just does not come naturally to me. i'm not that mature now. in fact, i think i'm really childish. so am i gonna be a childish adult or what? since who knows when, i always had this concept that matuarity would come naturally as you get older, but it didn't seemed to work for me. so now i'm stuck as a childish adult??? feeling so odd now. stress ah... think it's because of the exams that i'm now thinking of wierd stuffs that don't make sense. still tired.....
have been studying for the past few hours. sit on the chair sit till my butt starting to ache. really really hate exams. have been doing stats questions. left 1 more chapter and past year papers to go. so boring. have always hated anything that has to do with maths. who cares about what is the probability of something happening. not like i'm some gambling freak who is going all out to win and needs the help of probability. sheesh... and there is something wrong with my portable speaker. so can't play my ipod using speaker. i don't want listen through ear piece. so had to turn on my laptop to listen to songs. in the end became distracted so came to blog awhile. don't worry, when i say awhile i mean awhile. have to hurry up n finish with stats so can watch catch me if you can at 6.45 later. watched the show before. remember that it was a nice show but cant exactly remember it was about. feel like buying the vcd. realised that i like shows which shows how people's minds works. haha, wierd. no wonder i like the comic deathnote. the comic is about this guy (his name is Light) who found a notebook dropped by the god of death. he was bored so he decided to write people's name on the book. those people's names that he wrote died as specified by him. he then decided that he would change the world with his so-called newly found powers. so the story is mainly about how Light and the police plots against each other so that they can get each other first. cool story actually. like the way their minds work. uploaded a picture of Light and the god of death. time to go back to studying. ciao
lol. just found bsb just want you to know mtv. freaky nia. glad i don't live in that era. sort of spoil the mood of the song. haha. but quite funny lah. so not so bad btw, when is the swell of the manthu ever gonna dissappear??? it has been there for almost 1 week le. i don't want some stupid red swell on my arm forever!!! faster get lost lah stupid red thing
just sent zq off. came my house to study with me, but think spent most of the time listening to music, haha. fx called just now and told me that the contact lens solution we using have some problems. newspaper reported that some people got infection after using itO.o have to get a new brand tomorrow. so suay, so mafan-_-" got how many thousand brands and the one i use have to have problems. sheesh!! still trying to figure out how to add music to my blog. please tell me if anyone of you knows. wanna add some song i just found. bsb de just want you to know. quite an old song actually, but i just know of it. haha, never too late to find a nice song. feel like buying the cd that has that song. have to go find out which cd is it. so many things to do but so little time...so many things to study, but just can't make myself sit and and study. keep getting distracted by every little thing. think must get the mood to study first. but how to go about getting it?? hopefully can finish stats by tonight then can move on to mbs(most sickening subject ever). feel like playing maple. but think i'm just finding an excuse not to study.
decided to take a break from studying. losing concentration, i seriously have very short concentration span. mind keeps wandering off. will it be better if i turn off my music? haha, don't think so. don't know how to control myself to sit on table and read through those stacks and stacks of notes. haiz.... was searching for a skin for my blog. but can't seem to find anything i like. think i'm gonna stick to this skin for quite some time till i figure out how to create a skin, which may probably take forever. feel like adding music to this blog, so can irritate anyone who is reading. haha. should add dragonstea din tei (mai-a-hii, mai-a-huu,mai-a-hoo,mai-a-haha). sheryl will be so irritated,haha. then add a dancing chicken little also. lol, think she will condemn my blog for life. http://www.lesterchan.net/files/O-Zone_-_Dragostea_Din_Tei_(Chicken_Little_Dancing).wmv haha. found this. if you don't want to be irritated please don't click. almost forgot to take my medicine last night. wierd name for medicine, isoniazid. sounds like iodine to meO.o the side-effects of the medicine scares me more than tb itself. what liver damage de. sounds so scary. only good thing about latent tb is that i can't pass it on to others. as the saying goes what silver lining behind every cloud. haha, did i use it correctly? ok, time to go back to studying.
3 more days to exams and i still have not started studying. gonna be so dead. doesn't matter, doing things last minute is my nature anyways. what the hell am i doing wasting my time starting a blog!!! lost my mood to study a few days back. am i angry with the person who caused me to be on medication for 6 months?? maybe, not sure actually. just finding someone to blame for the trouble. hate troublesome stuffs. especially things which requires me to remember like having to remeber to take medicine everyday. so sian... must start on statistics tonight, or else really no need to think about passing every subjects. sheesh...hope to get all As. is it possible??
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