Love to Procrastinate

back again...i'm getting crazy

really don't feel like studying!!! was considering whether it's worth studying so much. what if i get a B? will feel so sian. is it so bad to get a B or C or even fail? at most just have to take supp. paper. but i'm afraid i would regret later. don't wanna think about how much my mum will nag if i do get a B. i bet that even if i got 99/100 she will be like, "har? like that only ah?" so sian...
was thinking. back in secondary, always did badly for exams. will either fail or get a C. those were the days. not stressed at all to study. no one expected much from me, not even myself. but so stupid had to do well for Os. then now they expect so much from me. only Z is good enough for them. keep telling me that i should have gone jc. jc sucks lah. stupid teachers stupid subjects. i then don't wanna go there. then when i went poly, they were like "wah, you go there your marks is top few de, so your exams marks should also be top few rite?" no such thing ok?
ya, as you all can see, i'm ranting away. blah blah blah...should have got a 19 or 20 points for Os, then they would expect so much for me. sian sian

posted by kaying @ 2/23/2006 12:07:00 AM